"Here" is a place where tension, rage, utter disgust and separation is our normality
Why would we want to let go of that which made us smile, enthused, and orgasm
Why would we let go of that which made us US and them THEM?
Can you tell me why are we saying good bye when we just said hello?
Whoever is wrong makes us both wrong for letting it all go.
If I had said no, would you have been the one with the broken heart?
The saddest part is that you never trusted me or anyone from the start
How could you watch me get wrapped up in your tangled web of your lies?
poison my faith in you with half-truths till I suffocate inside
And as I look around, I realize, I am not your only victim, I am one of many
So you apologized and you might have even shown remorse if you had any
And when I look at you I realize that because you have been victimized
You have been mercilessly hurt with no one to console, or even realize
You suffered at the hands of the one who owed it to you not to hurt you
So now it's:
fuck all of the "shes" out there, and all of which possess a womb
Fuck life and fuck living fuck doing the right thing fuck forgiving
Its not that I can't love or trust again—it's as simple as I AM NOT WILLING
Fuck it all, it's my way or the fucking highway and at the end of the day
I don't even give a fuck about my way, because the bitch won't do it anyway---
But, my former love,
the one who hurt you entertained the same evil force that you do
Allowing it to charm you with revenge and calculated coldness like voodoo
And the evil that you have sought refuge in will continue bringing you division
Lie to you and deceive you, in its cunning and charming way it has been
It matters not that I loved you through the tormenting misfortune of "we"
It really only matters that if you rebuke this evil…you CAN and WILL be set free.
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