Friday, June 12, 2009

computer love(d)


my hand rests heavily on my keyboard-no typing, screen idles as i stare into nothingness
tears that burn travel swiftly to my lips as i taste the saltiness of this relationship

the 3d pipes on my screen like subway cars gliding to their respective destinations.
i close my eyes and contemplate writing you this letter describing my intentions...

metophorically if i had to explain us, i would say lemon heads would easily depict it.
sour strong exterior protecting a sweet softness -leaving you satisfied & addicted

like all things we love, we hold too tight overindulged till we had too much of it
then all that sweetnessthat you need causes you more problems than a little bit

when i love, i love like i've never been hurt before
so each time it hurts the next time hurts just a little bit more

as i open my eyes to the blury cold world, my screen still blank i interupt the travelling pipes
navigate to a blank document, inhaling deeply, blinking away my tears i begin to type

"you are afraid to journey deeper into the woman you think you know but dont
I am afraid my heart has moved on without you, though i'm afraid my body wont
i have always known exactly what i wanted, i just needed time to see about you
now that i saw and i see that you dont see me the way i do, someone to be into
i know that you are not the one for me,
i still mean it even if our bodies disagree

just dont hate me, for understanding me & my needs...
Because, since we've been together -I've been lonely

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